Waking up to not texting you is so satisfying now
No matter how many people I’ve talked to I still can’t find that security I’ve had with you but I’m down to waste time looking for it again.
The best feeling in life is when you stop worrying about me because you’re better off without me.
Old state, new and old friends, new girl and a new life.
The newest problem in my life is you not in it, but fuck it why do you care?
Alright so, I guess you can burn all my shit if that satisfies you, even the necklace I got you for Christmas, or my homecoming shirt that seems just pointless in your life, shit I could even volunteer, you can throw me in it, because this is nothing anymore, useless fucking memories, useless reasons to care or worry, stop with it all, on the other hand I’ve been talking to my ex, she’s starting to make sense in the things she says, and she was wrong for thinking you were the perfect girl for me, because a perfect girl wouldn’t ever try and break my heart, gain my trust, lose it, fuck it, I might just start talking to her more, I sometimes don’t see why I brokeup with her in the first place, but shit I got a new start and she happens to be in it so..I guess I’m moving on for good, this life is doing a total 180 and turning for the better, I guess you and me weren’t meant to be so you can move on and I guess do what the fuck you want because I knew you’ve wanted that for awhile so catch you on the flipside.
I guess tumblr needs to be deleted aswell, fuck it I’m dying pretty soon anyway so goodbye and be safe.
Everytime I talk to you I’m like:
…fuck em then.